word vomit
honestly, i have been avoiding this blog for a while. when i read through my past posts they are well thought out and intelligent and they have a purpose. but lately i have not been feeling like any of those things. so i have avoided this site like the plague with hopes that i would soon start to feel like the person that wrote all of those posts. but im realizing maybe its okay that i don't feel like that person. maybe its okay i don't feel put together and perfect. so in all honesty to whoever is reading, this is word vomit. this is me writing because putting words on paper makes me feel purposeful and proud. because it makes me feel accomplished when i can scroll through and see all that i have done. so no, this has no purpose, no thesis, no underlying message. just grammar imperfections and incomplete thoughts. and for now, that is enough for me. i used to have my entire life planned. i knew what i wanted to be doing, i knew when i...